"You gave my life direction, a game show love connection"

I had a sudden mood swing today. I'm really really really really really sorry if you had to bear the brunt of it. Really. Shouldn't lose track of my feelings too much, or let others suffer. Anger Management. But ironically, I wasn't too sure of WHY my mood suddenly changed. I think it was a cumulative of stresses I've faced today! Buttttt still, not an excuse. Sorry.

Anyways, I sat for my History test. No cheating involved, no anything. Everything was just as it should be. As always, as is every bloody essay, I faced a lack of time to finish my essay. Wasn't able to explain people power explanation. Kainonacheongchiobu.

I'm trying to find that constant that once was in my life, especially in my academics. Really have to. Like for MSA, I really did badly. Relative to my academic progress of last year, and well, seeing some of my results. I'm really hoping people don't get misled. But for myself, it really was a disappointment. Not because I simply screwed up, but above all else, I could have definitely prevented some of my results from falling. I don't know what's wrong with me. As if I lost my touch.

Rubbish. I'm just awfully distracted. HAVE TO GET BACK.

Anyways, it's that time of the year again. I'll try to fill my posts with as mannnnnnny lovely photos before the day itself. I love the idea of love in the air, though of course I am not oblivious to the fact that I'm lacking in that area (hahah). Still. I cannot forget that when love feels good, it feels really really good.

love,
jans.

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