oh man.

i finally will admit how much i love things korean and japanese. >.<
i mean, i've always stayed loyal to Se7en (he is and will always be loved by me!)


despite how SOME people say he's not hot lah etc.. WHATEVER, oh oh and of course Rain/Bi


GAHHH gosh, i wanted to buy tickets to his concert the other time, but my parents stopped me ): they cost a bomb, so i guess they have their reasons. I remember loving Rain so much, and people telling me that he's fugly etc, again.. WHATEVER!

(gosh, this is turning out into such a "squealing-teenager-ish" kind of post)

anyways, i've been immersing myself in korean dramas, movies, and jap dramas.

to name a few:

- My Girl


- Hana Kimi Japanese version (WAY WAY WAY BETTER!!!!!)


- My Little Bride


- Innocent Steps


- 100 Days with Mr Arrogant


- 200 Pounds Beauty


- Seducing Mr Perfect


- He Was Cool


- S diary


I think that was it? yeah! lol. Movies i enjoyed most were probably My little Bride, 200 pounds Beauty and He was cool.. yeah. anyways, if you wanna feed your craving for things korean, jap and taiwanese, check out www.mysoju.com

Anyways, the jap version of hanakimi was way better than the taiwanese one, i mean, it was full of UTTER HOTNESS! everyone, well, ALMOST everyone was super hot!

oh, and yes, syafiqah was right, it was big bang that i was talking about the other time>.<
nd F.T ISLAND is nice too(: back to top?

shit.

yes yes, i mean shit.

so today i can say:

- i think i finally want to take medicine, so i should have effing taken BIO!
- i think the gp teach kc leong (?) maybe a little loco on the discipline, but i REALLY REALLY REALLY want him to be my gp tutor!!!!!
- i'm trying out to get to the PRE-u seminar thing; sounds like a great oppurtunity.
- i'm going to train with the touch ruggers, see if i can manage it!
- i have to put my heart and SOUL into my studies. fuck. two years is way tooo short for gallivanting and wasting time away!


gosh, short, sweet.

wish me luck luck! back to top?

Wow.

Okay, so well i don't know. Life has been so confusing, and just super uber weird.

so in a nutshell:

- i did NOT go and appeal into ARTS,
- i had withdrawn my appeal to acjc

AFTER much much much deliberation, i think god didn't naturally put me in AC for a reason, reason bigger than maybe what i can fathom now. So i am just going to accept it; acib, NOW THAT'S A DIFFERENT STORY:)

so anyways, i just wanted to say this loud (and proud):

despite what i've heard about her, despite what i observe, despite what my best friends say about her, i think i actually like adilah. (: gosh this sounds like a LES post, but hear it out. i think she's a great person so far, and i have yet to experience any bitterness from her. Its not as if i'm dying for my friends to love her like a sister or anything, vice versa. As far as i'm concerned, i'm neutral; and i stick to the way i've always been with people: i do not judge people from what i hear through others etc.

ah, anyways, the sa malay cikgu is pretty queer. i mean i have yet to know her properly or anything, but from what i've experienced, she's interesting. I've made BUDDIES with the malay cohort, not ALL of them, but most of us malay people. i'm quite happy that there are more malays at sajc than i thought. Off the top of my head, there's hidayah, ellisa, amirah, nadia, another nadia, farina, yati (which is SO similar to our cedar yati), daniel, fadel, FIRQIN (just had to Caps that cool name!), izzati, hanis... like i said, OFF the top of my head, and my head is pretty full so this is the best i could do with. Hahah, yes, there are sajc malay guys, danial's not the only guy >.< but he's a nice dude (SO FAR!! heh)

anyways, tmr got school!

a bientot! back to top?

man i'm so confused.

i have never been this confused over something that really matters to me, gosh.
why oh why the confusion?

i have always thought the ac brand of education was something i wanted, really bad. I mean, at first it was just me wanting to do IB as my tertiary education, so ACIB.
then when i got my jae posting and thought about it, i realised that maybe doing theatre studies and drama would be a good thing for my future; wanting to apply to drama school maybe in the future?

but today, i took my first step into my jae school, as a Saint, at SAJC.
i had a pretty great time, the mass dance being my favourite; mark was a great partner! lol, i had a great time, the people i met were so fun to be with, it was all, goooood!

halfway i had to go to acjc to appeal in (and i came back to SAJC after that) and whoa, i had the weirdest, creepiest vibe from the school; i suddenly became reduced to a childlike image of myself. There i was, looked at weirdly, maybe even stared at. I mean i can't say i expected anyone to go WOO HI HOW YOU DOING, but i didn't feel the love. Tiff convinces me that its cos the school was empty on today, so not many people, so it feels a little cold. I don't know, if cold means that i felt like a alien stepping into the Tibetian Himalayas, then yes, i felt cold.

The worst part is, i submitted my appeal. WHAT IF i get there, and i become a miserable loner? WHAT IF i don't and my future changes forever. WHAT IF, i don't wanna leave sa after all?

All these thoughts run through my mind, like WOAH. gosh. i hope God chooses my fate, what's best for me, not what i want, so that i can learn what i need in my life. I leave it in His hands and pray. Will He be prejudiced at the christian college part? i hope not. See the light?



SAINTS! UP & ON!



MY OGA- Angie!



our Timetable for the week!!!



OG 17 - WOOTS! incomplete tho!


TIFFY - my partner in crime!



elyssa - omg, 12 years!!?!


me and my scgs friend! back to top?

Music!!

Okay, i'm usually not so psycho over talents that pass through american idol everyday (if i can call them talent)
but i strongly believe everyone should check out : Josiah Leming

he has a myspace account and all, just google him~ its far easier.

he's great! i promise. back to top?

Man oh man.


So I came home way early than i should have. Seriously. We got our results for o levels on the 24th, i came home to sg on the 26th ish, and then i get to know that we only get our posting results approximately on the 20th of feb! I mean god, seriously? How long could it possibly take to post us?! and man, i could be in canada. But lucky for me, i got a job. With KPMG. Did anybody (not involved in the corporate world) that KPMG refers to four people, partners, who came together to create the company? Klynveld, Peat, Marwick, Goerdeler. Hahah, well food for thought?

hmmm, working here (so far today is my third day) makes me wonder about what i would like to do in the future. I mean, by some grace of god, i apparently can do maths, so should i be all gung ho about it and pursue accounting (or something like that) in the future? I mean, i have utterly no idea to what i am to do when my turn is up in the career world.

doctor?

actor?

accountant?

teacher?

why is it so hard to simply tie myself down to one thing, and not be bothered about anything else?? i have no sense of conviction that way. No " ahhh, that is what I WANT. move over suckers!!!!"

like seriously.


gosh, paranoid mcuh?? back to top?