Get ready for word vomit!

anyways. Bo. Long time since I've been here. Actually if you see me right now you'd prolly laugh at me, cos I'm sprawled down on the floor, and well, typing my post with my eyes closed and head on the pillow. WHOA. i'll be damned if i get this far without any spelling errors. Hhahahaha. Lol. okay. Anyways... hmmm well, Life's not so fab, actually. Pretty much not as great asit could possibly be. I mean, there's so much pressure, unrequired for that matter, and well, there's the studie to keep up. Avtually, I' not doing too bad in that department, BUT right, I'm still worried fruck cos June is my achilles heel. I always do the DUMBESTEST things in June which end up screwing up my life. HAHAHA, picture one: JUNE HOLS 2008. Me doing every single bloody thing BUT STUDY. Argh. I probably hould be really worried. Oh well. Life's a bitch but we move on right?

Yesterday I went out with Hearts for a little de=stressing. :D Super fun I must say! We went out to town after school, agte at te yummy yummy Cedele. We ate... Scones with marscapone cheese and Apple cinnamon pancake with Caramel Sea salt ice cream! OMGOSH. We both died, and went skipping to heaven, I must say, iI think I almost shed a tear. AHAHHAAHAH.

Then we went to catch the movie "The Young Victoria" - OH MY GOODNESS. It was a really good film, I don't care, I'm watching it again and buying the DVD or something! Its a good show to watch on those emomomo days cos well, you end up feeling that life's not TOO bad eh :D ahahha

Well, we hung around, went to Kinokuniya and went home after.

I must say I really appreciate having you in my class, H (:

Anyways, I don't know, school's - well the non academic related part of school - hasn't been the greatest. I hope. OKAY, au revoir, i SHALL GO STUDY MY FRENCH! :D

LOL. P.s if there's any spelling errors, do note that i had my eyes closed up til this full stop that's gonna come. back to top?

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Things have been so great the past 6 days.

Well, it was finally (after all that sweat, blood and tears) time for the premiere of The love of Three Oranges (TLOTO) at the Play Den @ The Arts House. It's really, in the words of Ms K: "It's magic". We checked in into the theatre on Wednesday, and rehearsed out butts off - I swear sometimes I feel burned out, to the max - like if I do well once, I might not do as well the next time - and we're just talking about rehearsing on its own. Being there at 8.15am, reaching home again at 10plus or later sometimes; tough work. But really, the company's great - the friends I've gained from this experience, I mean, I couldn't ask for anything more (:

Theatre isn't easy; each performance is different - there are so many factors weighed, many variables - how another actor is performing that day, possibly affecting your performance, or whether the audience responds to you, how you're feeling that day, whether your morale is low or high, whether your best friend came or not - it kinda can affect your performance. Obviously, it shouldn't, but it just might. However, when push comes to shove, in the end of the day, watching all those people in the audience listen to you and are captivated by you, laughing at the right moments - you know it's ALL darn worth it (:

I thank you guys for the fantabulous time - couldn't ask for ANYTHING more. Be it cast or crew, you guys make this few months way beyond worth it. Thanks for putting in effort, for bothering, and for doing everything you can to create art ~ with a dash of pizzazz and a little bit of old school goofiness, all blended together into a milkshake of comedic delight (:

I love it like crazy...

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Some pictures of the loooooooong weekend.  back to top?

i am blessed, and i didn't even realize it. back to top?

great. beautiful. wonderful. back to top?

It kinda feels that way.


I had a cake today. That was all I wanted actually for my birthday. I wanted someone to just be there, and sincerely plan something for me - to just, without asking or hinting or feeling obligated, do something for me. Share this day with me. And I was just touched that my aunts came over and did it. The sweetest thing though was my brother. He wasn't there, or didn't do anything elaborate. Heck, i don't think he's even wished my happy birthday yet. But he remembered what my favourite cake was. That one cake.. It's way more than just cake.

That cake, holds a lot of memories. A hell lot. The good, painful memories of days which were way better than they are today. Everytime I look at that cake, I get blasted through time, back at my dad's birthday years ago, my brothers, my mom, or mine. That cake, is hope, for me. Hope for things which are pure, unadulterated goodness. It reminds me of what once was.

You might not get it, cos to you, it's just a piece of cake. back to top?

Today's E-LEARNING

Actually, come to think of it, I wouldn't mind if EVERYDAY'S E-learning. :D

Anyhow, still had to go for drama at 4 and WAHPIANG four hours straight of it. Wooh. And well, its still, crappy. I hope we perfect it soon. Or more like I perfect my part soon. Arh. I've kinda lost touch. I don't know anymore... bah.

ACJC won IB, which is FAB:D but SA LOST to rj which's like baaaaaaaaaaaaah )): man, I feel for the boys. HOPE THEY GIVE ACIB a run for their money next match! *fingers crossed*

Anyways, I think that music has the most intriguing effect on me. Well, somehow it just has all the answers, don't ya think?



Take care.

Oh gees, 2 days more. Can't believe it. No, seriously. Just can't. back to top?

Today,is gonna be the day...



Today's school day is wah. You know, I think the swine flu thing is really getting at people. Due to the whole ORANGE alarm thing, MOE required all school's to have frequent temperature checks, no more MORNING Assembly, etc etc. I guess the precautions scream PARANOIA but well, prevention always better than cure.

PLUS, not to mention the fact that practically all my lessons have gone*POOF*. K's on MC, and so is Yoong, ergo no Lit, ME or History. My day's left with one Econs tutorial, and DRAMA which begins at 5.30pm. Woots. (RIGHT.)

Anyways, I don't know. A little emomomo. For no legitimate reason though, which is really annoying. Seriously, I think everyone's having the emo bug, and when I hang out with them, it rubs off on me.

Besides, sometimes it feels so lonely in a room full of people.

All that aside, I hope today I do okay for drama. DARN it luh. back to top?

It's quite simple, I just gotta let go.

Today, we - Me, Red, Adrian, Aunty Anne, A. Frances, A. Shirley, A. Nell and Annie - celebrated PAPA'S birthday! I really really really suddenly miss Adam and Sue bucketloads. I hope he's not frozen in Aussie and that she's fine in Norway. Bah.

Family drives my thoughts mad and all over the place sometimes. When I think about things, I wanna scream inside. But I look at all the smiling faces, and I wanna cry. But then. I remember all the beautiful things, and I smile.

My gosh, my daddy's so old now. I just hope he'll grow super old. The other day I asked him a question, just out of plain curiosity. "Pa, when you're super old and we all grow up, who you wanna live with? Like honestly, and don't worry about being fair" He said.. "Hmm, I think I would want to live with you!". I was really really touched but I knew there was a catch; "SO YOU CAN IRRITATE ME FOREVER RIGHT!" and we both laughing on and on and on and on! But in all honesty, I love my dad buckets, and wish him good health (:


Anyways, I scarfed down A LOT OF FOOD today. Lol, got the free food syndrome from Sak! But well, it was yummy and all.


I've been around a lot of sadness, emoness, and stuff, and I think I'm gonnna burst.

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I watched my first OPERA today

It was great.
Really. oh man, it just re-ignites my music craze. ARH. Watched the La Damnation De Faust by SSO, with the chinese aunts and Adel!

Drama today was...stressful. I lost my element, and i MEAN lost.

Haix.

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I couldn't believe my ears..

When my dad, my funny weirdo of a lovely father told me that he was an A C BOY! Oh my god, I swear, I almost died when he told me. DIED. HAHAAHAA - what a darn funny thought! My dad was in Anglo-Chinese Primary. Heh. But he went on to St Gabriel Sec. HAHAAH, how funny (:

Anyways.

Had a lovely day, well lovely-ish. The weather is in no way deserving of KUDOS!Boo. Anyhow, the Marina Barrage is beautiful. Really. I mean it's totally cool, pretty and kites flying everywhere... I just wish to be there with someone meaningful one day (:

Haha.

Gosh, the Jane austen book club is a great movie! AND DANG, tomorrow's there's drama and stuff.

Enough fun yet though... I hope not. back to top?