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Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 20:30
Cause a face without freckles is like a sky without the stars..

One word that sums up my day in a nutshell. UNEVENTFUL.
Haix. You know, i had better stop watching young people make it in hollywood what nots. It just starts my whole paranoia thing again. I shall somehow convince myself to a desk job. DESK job. or not. Just something practical.HAHAHA, oh lol, eitherway, the first step to my shiny bright future is studying. AND well, just so you know, i have, about, 6 more hours till my official days of lazing about ends - after this, its GAME ON!

reflecting who i am
Anyhow, i've been doing loads of contemplating about life, and well, there's just somethings which i wished i had. I won't lie - i have a better life than most and sometimes I ought to be shot for wanting more, but i guess its truly because i can't help it. The more i think about it, the more i see it, the more i want it. But, i can see why i don't have it. Its fine by me, i can totally understand.

But sometimes, don't you just hate that feeling - that want that you have that can't be fulfilled, and you actually know why.

I know i ought to be grateful with everything that i actually have, but i'm only human, aren't i?

Sometimes i look at life, and i think to myself, Is this it? Is this all there is to it? I look at myself and i don't like what i see. I look at my life, and what have i achieved? I see the people out there, doing so many things, looking great, feeling that sense of pride that i wonder, will i ever have the chance to taste? Its not that i am ungrateful - but then i feel down and blue. fuck I can't even study properly and do well, when it seems to be the most basic of things a person should be capable of doing.

I wish i could love myself and see what others see in me. But i can't. All i see is what looks back at me in the mirror. Nevertheless, I will try. I am the only one I've got, and come to think about it, I am the only one i have for the rest of my life. So.. why waste a second not loving who you are?



Freckles - Natasha Bedingfield

I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn’t have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don’t worry any longer it's OK

[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Who you are
Who you are
Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
With the whole world full at my feet
I phantom worthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn’t belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself

[Chorus]

Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

[Chorus]

peace, love and lotsa smiles.
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