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I forget myself sometimes. I guess when i'm caught up in the whirlwind of change, work, life; i lose myself to it all, and forget what is it that makes me feel so great inside. What makes my days, and what makes me smile. Trying to impress people, trying to be what others want me to be - you forget. But i think, i found myself yet again.

One thing that makes me feel so at peace - music. Good, soulful, meaningful music. Books and movies, too. Its all good.

Its the second day of the holidays - i've got so much to do, i hope that i can finish it all up, and study; especially since common tests are just around the corner. This bug of procastination, is simply infectious. I need it to go away. NOW.

Besides all that, there's so many things going on in life. Like the chorale concert that was on friday.

It was great, i was so proud of myself, and my fellow choristers. Pieces that i had only learnt several days before the concert, like Pater Noster, Irish Blessing , I managed not to screw it up. Though it wasn't 100% perfect, it was very close, and for that i truly am happy for us all (: Not to mention the fact that my family and friends did come to attend my concert - namely Kwoi, Cheang, Nitin, Jojo, Haresh & Chin Tau. It really did make my day, and when they gave me flowers too! I was in joy! It was a pretty good night.

After our concert debrief on saturday, i went with Shelley and kenny around town, and we watched a movie, whatnot. We had a good time, and i am pretty happy to find someone, living life in the same frequency as i do.


Life is just so weird sometimes. I mean truly, it gets you thinking of the most unpredictable of things - and yet it sets you back down, ground you. I can only wish for good things to happen to me, from this moment on; but of course, nothing in this life is truly constant. So, let things come my way, good or bad. I am prepared to brace it all, staying true to myself and with the sincerity of my heart.

I am, jannah. And i hope that today, you too will find yourself, and always stay true to yourself, now on. Embrace the day, and embrace life.

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