Oh dear me.

Hmm, i think there's so many non-school related issues AND school related issues that bother me so much, and so many things going on in my life for now.

- i got into house council!
- i am prepping for my choir concert, pre u sem and well *whispers* common test. soon.
- met the lovely people of my life: Adel, syafiqah, yirong, Isa!
- been watching some really cool youtube vids. Which was pretty sad. oh man. I'm just loving the nasyids of my past; its like NOSTALGIC!
- i have just been asked the most quizzical question : are you... ?
- AND my friends are having a ball just teasing me about it. thanks. hahah
- ANQI knows why i was super happy in the morning. i felt sooo sporty. ahahah
- stood at the cooooolest place at rugby match.
- which also happened to be a dangerous place.
- i love the ruggers, win or lose.
- apparently isa misses us. that bully misses us. AWWWWWWWWWWWW. hahah
- i am dreading jc life more and more.
- pre u sem will clash with the holiday timetable.
- i was in a CRAPPY mood for econs; i was just so UGH at the days we were coming back for lessons, cos it felt so late in the month, and i really just wanted to get started on econs.
- my voice is a runaway i think. Mr tay and mr yeo gonna murder me. chop me into bits. PLEASE come for my funeral.
- i'm not going to prague.

i think i've hit one of my not so unique all time lows. i'm just sad.
sad, angry, unhappy, angry, disappointed, angry.. oh did i mention angry?


nothing i say here is gonna make the situation better. i know that. so details are for dumdums.

will you be there,
when i need that shoulder to cry on.
who would
life is tragic.
but i am no hero,
fallen from grace.
i've seen the pits
of misery and pain. what permits me
these emotions?

who am i, after all
this
while?
I can go on smiling,
will i? back to top?