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Today, was... interesting.

IT WAS OUR last paper today - Literature H1 for myself. Morning Song by Sylvia Plath OOOOOOOOOOOkay lah, as in can write of course, but children also can write. SO.. hahaha. Zomg, i hate these exams, cos i know i didn't put in effort - i never want that to happen to myself ever again. The feeling of anger, rage, disappointment, worry - all of which would have been unnecessary should i have studied. ZZZZZZZZZAH. I never learn. haix. I WANT I WANT I WANT - but by the looks of it, i won't.

We had HOUSE for sooooooooo long. SIGH. It was quite fun tho - fafa, wanfong and someone else i think.......wati! has like blackmail goods for me an oliver- for FUTURE purposes. I've never laughed so much with the HC, and it just tightened my sense of belonging to them - i mean they all went for camp, and like all had so much memories and things to talk about, i'm always afraid of feeling lost. Its the worst feeling. By the way, you're looking at Gomes' Vice-captain! In melvin's words - dadadada!

heh. gosh, JEFF DUNHAM. if sex was like comedy, i'd have it everytime. Seriously, he perks me up from the SHITTIEST of moods and situations. DAMN bloody funny (: Kwoi agreeeeeessssss! heh! KEV had a danceoff. WOAAAAAAAAAAAAH. he can dance???! ahahahahah


I came home and read readers' digest and ran. I RAN. for soooooooooo long lah. i went from my house turn left next to the field, turn left down yio chu kang road, allll the way down to the mosque, up the overhead bridge, straight up, turn right, up another overhead bridge, pass Bowen Secondary, turn right, all the way down the road to regentville! (dhidhi's condo), cross the street, straight back up, all the way, back to the mosque, pass the basketball court, up back all the way home. Woah. hahaha, lol, yeah it was far. But it kinda sucked halfway cos i tripped and fell. Forward. My hands are HORRIDly grazed and in pain when i showered, NOT TO MENTION MY knees. I jogged with a bleeding knee most of the way. ZOMG lah. Showering- pain, pain pain - i was laughing in pain. hahahah. You know the feeling you get from such a situation the "ZOMG, HOW EMBARRASING ? " I realised something - why are we so moved about losing face, doing something wild and crazy to simply falling down - why are we soooooo affected by what others think? During that run, i learnt some things about myself. Or well simply somthings. I only have myself, and everystep i take is important to ME and no one else in this world.

Anyways.


I feel bad that you feel the way you do sometimes - i have NO idea how i'm perceived through the eyes others. I'm just sad about how some of the things that happen have a certain effect on you. Its no one's fault really - i mean we all have things going on and all. Haix, we'll make everything better together love (: back to top?