CHOCKED UP NOSE? check

SOMESORT OF TUMMY ACHE? check

FEVERISH HEAD? check

I feel so sick. yucks. It's horrid. I've got work in like....1 hour plus. I feel so uneasy. And I don't wanna skip work. Shoot me kan? Sigh, so uneasy. If there's something that could take all the germs away, make my white blood cells FIGHT, then tell me. Exasperating.

Other than my sickly being, hmmm everything's going pretty okay. So many photos of postprom, MUST UNTAG hahahahahha and I keep on thinking about the thing I swore off like 2-3 months ago. Hahaha can't help it.

(crap I really can't feel happy when I feel this sick inside. does puking help?!)

As always, the people I want to see at work, I only get to see in passing - like Samantha. Its like she come in, I go out, that kind. So exasperating. She's not the only one lah. HAHAH. I haven't been at register in a while, I kinda forgot some things. I pray there were no discrepancies yesterday! *crossfingers*

Met Lukman yesterday - awesomeness. Just sat and chatted after New Moon (numero dos for me!) at McCafe. HAHAHAH Hearts, SOUNDS FAMILIAR TAK????? Oh, I miss hearts. I know in real time, it hasn't been THAT long, but it really feels like it. I wonder if she's missing me. SIGH. I had a good time chatting with him yesterday. Its always about life, when we talk. Its unavoidable somehow. Hahahah. Good times lah.

I want everyone to be happy, no matter what disposition you're in.
I want to be happy.
I want my sister to have the awesome-st trip when she comes back. LITERALLY A WEEK FROM NOW.
I hope I feel more complete. I hope my family isn't gonna fight as much in the few weeks. I hope everything goes alright.
God, be there for us.
It's really gonna take a miracle to prevent my family from fighting, especially with so much tension right now, I hope that that miracle makes an entrance.

Oh, I had the weirdest dream.
Like I had a class, and in the class we all heard someone get murdered, I.E our friend, by her father. So we're all witnesses, and the thing is, no one can prove its him just yet, so the police can't cuff him. Then like I keep on feeling as if he knows I know, therefore I'm next. And then as me and my mother rush into the car, suddenly he's behind and then I turn into Ironman, and try to prevent anything from happening to my mom. Then he turns into a robot monster with hi-tech thingy and then he begins chase. I fly (like Ironman) and my mother freaks out, but i let her land properly - then I think she changes into my dad. HAHAHAHAHHA wth kan? Oh well, imagination, I do not lack. :D

love love.
AND SUMARTONO I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. HAHAAH

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