I am BEYOND happy right now!

I'm really bursting with joy bubbles at being able to use the computer and I dunno, I feel I've got a LOT to catch up with; especially given the fact that straight away after Promos, I ponned school to go to KL to FINALLY celebrate Hari Raya! WOOTS!! I had serious hari raya withdrawals. Serious.

I've got a lot to post about but I don't know where to start.

Aidilfitri 2009

I had a bucket loads of emo moments this raya. So much tears, I swear. It was the whole "did I use Ramadhan fruitfully", "ohgosh what if I never see the next year's Ramadhan", "I can't believe time passed soo fast", "Oh my goodness, I'm alone this raya!". Yes, so dearly exasperated! I mean honestly, it was really depressing to see other families tight together, joyously meeting other people, forgiving and loving each other whilst I was cooped up in my lovely bubble of depression and Promos. Hahaha. Okay, I was just really sad, playing a HELL LOT OF hari raya songs and well mellowing in self-pity. I know, I was picturesque of a FML moment. Plus family is really in Malaysia, and like I've got promos in like 2 days after raya so NO CHANCE. Sigh.

I swear lucky people with relatives in SG, makes commuting a hell lot easier.

Last time, my grans had a home at Johor Bahru, the HQ as I call it, where from all over, her kids will go to HER house for raya and we all congregate at one place, with my uncles banding together to make the hari raya feast! Uncle Zaid infront of the dalca, Uncle Rahim readying the briyani, etc etc. Sigh Oh the past was so much lovelier. Plus all the things that have changed just got me sad. Plus the fact that there was a time when it was all different. Oh man.

It wasn't 100% bad, it just wasn't so good lah. Different, above all.

I still went to KL thereafter so I guess it was not the worst. Especially with the fact that there was no one else there in KL since everyone went back to their respective states.
Cue Hayati: Solid? Liquid? Gas??
Cue Firqin: Huh??
heee.

Promotionals

Just when I thought it'd NEVER be over, it ended. HMM how did it go? Well, some parts were like as though I was just trying to skin myself alive or something. HAHAHA. post-evaluation?
Maths? No problem, my boat still floats.
GP? The waters are choppy, but still breathing.
Econs? Dark clouds rush through. The sailor is calm on the outside, PATD! on the inside
History? The sailor forgot how to make it through the storm, but didn't get sucked into a whirlpool
Lit? A hurricane came+the ship caught fire+the sailor had sand in his eyes+ABANDON SHIP!

hahah, we'll see. gaspeth.

Actually had a lot so say, now can't remember. AHAHAHAH. oh well.

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