I have to say this out loud, because right now I'm filled with disbelief. There's only one more term left in 2009. Can you believe it? Time has really really really passed by so fast. It feels like only yesterday I told Ms Hon over the phone that I've decided to not take LUEs and just retain. It feels like just yesterday I was writing my farewell messages to all my friends. It feels like only yesterday I met the most awesome bunch of people ever during the headstart programme, found my footing in school, and a support system as a retainee. It feels like only yesterday I was staying back with the most awesome bunch of people for CNY Dikir Barat performance, formulating the lamest script I could, laughing at the lack of coordination of some people *cough*Hilmi, Firqin*cough*, the funniest antics of some and the overall high of a great performance. Everything just feels like yesterday.

Just when I thought 2009 couldn't go any faster, I realised that it's almost coming to an end. Wow. Imagine. I swear, it's dreadfully fast, and before you know it, it's 2010 and A levels, so on so forth. Whoa..

I was backtracking my posts to the start of this year, and looking through what's going on, how I was and how the year started off! And well, I must say I really was really scared starting 2009 where I was; it was hard. The uncertainties and everything, but now I think, the year couldn't be better. I'm a lot more academically sound than I've ever been last year. Sure, there's bucketloads to improve on still, but nonetheless, I think retaining is most definitely the best decision I've made in a hell of a long time. But like emotionally, it was hard. Really.

So after all the drama the year has cumulated, the friends that started off my year on the right foot - the MRC, Class B - I've got loads to be grateful for (: Can just look at my january/february 2009 posts, I must say having friends that was there to listen to your woes and understand them on a level that nobody else could was the only thing I needed at that time. Thanks to all, especially the malays (hee) for being dramatik(nadia), blurrrry(firqin), unique(adilah), LouD!(fezra), sweeet(izzati), jocular(rasul), droll-y(fred) and most of all delightful(hearts!) ~ really helped my start my year right.

I've still got one last lap to run and I just hope I make it a good one.

<3

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