I think i need to stop and take a deep breath. I have no idea why but i think my tolerance level has dropped till no end. I'm easily irratable, by anyone, my whole own friends even, even if you can't see it. I mean I'm really not the type that'd lash out. At all. I might want to, i might think it, but i'm pretty controlled that way. It's not as if i've been having bad days, but there's a lot of things that have been bugging me, just the little things, the minute details. I think somehow, i should voice what i feel out, but i somehow just can't find my voice.

Funny, no? I of all the people in this world can't find my VOICE. heh.

Anyhow...

We had a PW meeting the other day, and well i will not lie, i was somewhat disappointed by the attendance, BUT then come to think about it, its quite expected, i guess? EITHERWAY, i think we had kind of a good time! hahah, OTHER than doing the actual pw stuff - which includes the dumdum WR thing, we CAMWHORED, drank cool concoctions from The Coffee Club (which by the way is one of the coolest, cosiest places i've been!!! GAHH, we should all go to one day, the one at millenia walk!)

It was a pretty productive meeting - i mean we managed to complete the WR that was untouched at the beginning of the meeting, in like 2 days?? hahah, yeah..

I don't think i can take this anymore, all this hormonal shits.

Haven't i said before, sometimes i feel like the only person left in this world in a room full of crowded people

Bad results impedes on EVERYTHING, i tell you. EVERYTHING. EVVVVVVVVEEERRRRRRRYTHINGGGGG. i have to not only improve, i have to SHINE. hope i get GPA. (goodprogressaward) ahahaha.

I don't only not want to retain, but i also want to do well. Haix.