Woah. That time of the year again.

Other than the fact that I am stuck in a time warp of all things that sounds,looks and are the same as what I've gone through last year, I'm quite excited that its THAT TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN. You know, the season of love. No matter how screwed up it may be, I'm excited. I get to live my school drama again, like how it was in secondary school. Unlike last year where I wasn't in a jc at this time of the year - that was a definitely different Valentines. I mean, the primary 4 friends outing, sec 4 clique outing and work combined to one. Not exactly my cuppa tea. You know, having to jump from work, then to my Kings outing, then to my date with P4 friends. Like, WOAH. Good and interesting times. But I don't know, I guess this year's different. No longer like how it would be in a girls school - its prolly more exciting, cos you know the opposite gender can be found in a 2m radius, to say the least.

Still, its the one time I usually love and hate going to town. I love it, cos the air is filled with so much sweetness - so much! I mean all the girls carrying mini bouquets, holding the hands of the one who has their heart - its such a positive day. I guess seeing so much love, even if superficial, gives that little inkling of hope; hope of better times, hope that one day all this love can just gravitate and radiate in others, hope that the world will love each other more..

All you need is love

I'm such a soppy fool, I'm sure I'm such a bore. Oh right, AT THE SAME TIME, I hate going to town on that day, cos its a reminder that I am single and it just smacks you in the face. Well, I don't hate it that much really - but you know sometimes you just feel like rolling your eyes to the back of your head when you see all this. Still the love of this day outweighs my hate for it. Aish- hate's just too strong a word.

School's weird - ish. I dunno, so many things are happening that I almost enjoy sitting by myself quietly, and less interaction. No Rasul, I'm not angry at anyone :D! Maybe something's bothering me, but I have yet to figure anything out. All I know is that I just wanna get things done, I just wanna be happy. EFF. I don't make sense, not to me. I JUST WANNA FEEL LESS stress - I have a stress web in myself, of origins that I do not know of. Stress seh.

Chill lah sister. hahah!

I dunno what I'm gonna do this Saturday. SUPPOSED OGR/OG33/OG89 outing, but well dunno about that. And CEDAR Fiesta. And Madrasah. But how sure am I something will not go as planned, and I'm gonna spend that day watching that chinese movie I'm looking forward to? Quite sure. But, of course, a night with friends seem oh so sweeter! :D

Nights world.
Tomorrow's a new day, I promise! ((: back to top?