I broke into sobs of all sorts when I found out yesterday. I cried and cried. I know no one understands it, they really don't. I mean I sometimes think its stupid I'm crying so much - I can't help it, I really can't. Everytime I think about him, a tear escapes the corner of my eye-the one tear foretelling the flood to come.

All I think about is all those times, the good the bad, the ones I hadn't treasured. I am lost. I really don't know what to do now. Its like everything is on pause, and there's no direction from here.

Why you? You didn't deserve it.

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

Oh boy.

The worst part - I never even got the chance to say goodbye. back to top?