Aiye. I think I am officially overwhelmed; like officially. I mean, a bit too many things and well, I'm not so good doing it by myself. ARH. Its really depressing.

I went to HCJC for rehearsal - myself since Anthony couldn't go; some family thing back at Indonesia. As always, my nervousness got the best of me. I definitely didn't sang well at all. Like no kidding yo. I could feel my hands shaking - its a wonder how the microphone managed to not get out of my hands. (I seriously gotta get over this nervousness etc. SHITTERS jan.) Anyhow, I swear the acts in the line-up that I did managed to watch, is pretty much worth the $8 you'll be spending to watch the concert. TOTALLY worth it. HEE! Serious! I mean, the HCJC peeps are really talented and sang really well, and some band - well they were really good, didn't sound totally amateur-ish. ITS WORTH GOING. I mean, totally - go toilet when I'm singing but come back to watch the rest! HAHAHAA

But amongst other things.

Friends.

I knew that this was gonna be the outcome of their actions. So tell me. What should i do now? Huh? Even so, if you're reading this (yes, you know who you are dear), WE need to talk. I'm just really really sorry.

boo. What a weekend.