Nine in the afternoon

Oh, i've decided i really one of 2 things (one or the other) for my birthday.

-> a macbook air
-> a nikon slr camera.

i'm not kidding. But also, idle dreams, wishful thinking. Hmm, if i got a 32gb IPOD touch, i won't mind. BUT like i said, NEITHER of ther are real things i'm gonna get. Like HELLO. But, if i could dream a million dreams; these are just 3 of the things in my dreams.


Other than that.
oh my, i really give up. They are the cause of a lot of my pain, they anger me, they are the reason i shed most of my tears. I give up already, i'm no longer gonna bother. HAIX the thing is, i know deepdown i care so much. >.<


overwhelming emotions.
my holga's sick.

and so am i. back to top?