If there's no one beside you, when your soul embarks, then I'll follow you into the dark. Haha, DCFC is simply, brilliant. Anyways, I've been wallowing in darkness and the corners of the twisted for way too long. I think that spending too much time alone, becomes really unhealthy. Besides, being awake at ungodly hours and irregular sleep patterns - NOT GOOD.

So, how's life been? A lot of funny moments, really. Thanks to hearts, wengs, jo, fatz, (well most of the people i've interacted with in the past week!) A lot of smiles too, thanks to the BHC. I'm hoping to meet Man soon. <3

So much heartbreak going on, in this period. Permanent heartbreak for some, temporary for others. It makes me very sad to see my friends in pain, even the ones who've been in pain since march (i think) - it still pains me to see her cry so much, so sad and so vulnerable. I really hope I've been of some help, though I think nothing in reality can truly aid a heart in pain. That's the worst part, isn't it? The fact that nothing can cure heartache, but the one that caused it in the first place? Hugs, all around, for the broken hearted people. I think we spend plenty of time thinking we're alone, but really, no one really is. I just hope, especially for her, she finds someone soon, to make it all better.

I lost a whole monday today. Lost it. Like time that I can never take back. All because I felt like life had handed me pain in a platter. Haha. But, I'm back up again. After spending about 18 hours in bed, most of it sleeping and reading Anna Karenina (amazingly a really nice read. Amazing so far.) I finally got my butt moving. Went with the father to NEX mall buying some groceries, in my PJs. TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST A TAD MORE AWESOME, I bumped into like 6/7 SA boys that I knew (shawn, jingkai, ben, leonard etc) WHILST IN MY FREAKING PJs. Yes, it's my fault for wearing my PJs out of my house. But I couldn't help it. I wasn't in the best of moods, and the mall was so near! Haha, but yes, I felt superbly embarrassed. Like, red faced embarrassed. Hahaha. Shit happens, deal with it!

Life's not perfect, but, I figure, it's the best thing that will ever happen to me.

So make the best out of it, right?