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Sunday, November 02, 2008 @ 23:03
When I'm with him, I am thinking of you...You know, sometimes I wonder how much of all this I can still take - not much more, I figure. I know, I know - filial piety is important, and yes highly valued. Do not get me wrong, I want to be filial, I want to be good; I know that I shouldn't be rude, immature, and I should give way, as much as I can, I must. Still, I am only human, and well, there is so much that I can tolerate. For 17 years I have been taking it all in, now, I dunno if I can anymore. Met up with Adel today - it was good for my soul, especially after being cooped up at home yesterday whilst the rest of the class went out to have fun. BOO. But really, before the actual going out was the bad part. Really - my parents and I had a huge fight, and I've never seen my dad so angry, neither have I ever made him that angry before. I needed so bad to leave the house thereafter, I couldn't stay anymore. The thing that bothered me most was that the only reason that my dad got angry was cos he had too big an ego. I mean seriously speaking, it made NO sense whatsoever for him to get so pissed. But when he got pissed, I got pissed, and that got my mom pissed, WHICH got me even more pissed. I love them to death, but they will be the death of me. You push, you push and you push, one day I'll never come back. Anyways, we watched REC, which I believe is a darn good flick. I swear. I've never been scared out of my pants like that! I kinda forced Adel to watched it; my dear dear Adel, the one who REFUSES to watch any kind of horror story, or sit on scary rides if it cost her her life. I was so pleased when she finally agreed. SHE SCREAMED SO HARD SOME OF THE NACHOS FELL TO THE FLOOR. WE SCREAMED SO HARD AND HID OUR FACES TOGETHER. We enjoyed it, BIG TIME! :D Hmm, we also had food, and shopped around - I BOUGHT TONNES OF DIVA STUFF FROM THEIR SALE! - and talked about our futures, Prague, America, Christmas and HMUN. Its all good (: I love this girl bucketloads! We went back to Pasir Ris and I got my bus home from there, after buying some nail polish and having a Hershey's Sundae Pie! YUMM! Lovely day I had. (: PS: my nails are now BLUE! and my toenails PINK! woots!! back to top? |