Okay, you know what, enough with the emo-ing! I must say i'm very happy cos friday was a HAPPY day. mostly lah! By golly, the pain in my mouth didn't subside (it was the main cause of any sort of sorrow!!)... but well other than that, the day was F-I-N-E fine!

Thanks so much to the peeps who tried truly madly deeply to cheer me up (especially GREAT - aiya, you want me to turn into a paedophile ah? later i love syahin how? tsk tsk! ahhah) lol... i really wasn't psycho pissed at anything in particular, just that the ache in my mouth really shut down my happiness factor! >.< ANYWAYS, so well, after trials, and all that shiz, and worrying how they gonna pick 30 out of 60 girls who tried, i can finally say i'm a TOUCH RUGGER!! hahaha, no longer "oh, i'm trying for touch, but i'm not sure yet..." i'm IN! hahahah, sooo happy. Man, i was so worried, i started sourcing out for other ccas, and telling myself stories to convince myself that i don't like touch (WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE!!) Haix! I know its gonna be tough and all, i mean, running everywhere, technique training, conditioning (which i'll prolly be doing much of!) and all that, and definitely tiring, but i'm pretty sure its what i want. And as the saying goes, if there's a will, there's a way!! And looking at the other girls who made it through trials, i think i'm gonna have a good time. PLUS, not to mention, my coach is offering those who wants, to participate in CONTACT, which means an extra day of training on top of the usual 2 days, BUT c'mon, i'm so in love with contact! More than touch lah, which is why i've been wishing that i could do contact....and now i can! HAHAH... ah.. i'm a ladyrugger. or ladyrug. sounds like Ladybug. HAHAH... It totally cheered me up by leaps and bounds when i was told. :D Another thing that got me all loopy was that i get to get BOOTS! hahahah, which i did ( ok its sooo materialistic of me, but i just can't help it!). I got Pumas, which is supposed to be uber NEW, just came in 2 days ago? yeah, but don't care.. PREETY PRETTY! (: Black white plus red! but i'm scared its a wee bit big. i mean, just a WEE bit. but i think i go back tmr or something and go see... Other than that, i managed to find .. hell i lost my chain of thought. ARH..... Friday, friday what happened on friday???????????? ahhhhhhhhhhh.....help me out leh, anyone. What made me happy????? hahaha thats so weird, asking people to remind me. AIYA, if i can lose my head, i'm sure i would've done so LONG ago.. i hate not remembering things.. OOOOOH i rememeber now! as i was saying, i managed to find a new group of people to do my PDOUBLE-U on. I mean, really i swear, i really believe (hahah i'm tooting my own horn now, so if you don't wanna hear i beg of you, scroll down) my first draft was good, like SUPRENDE! hahah i mean, in the sense, it was apt, i gave many details, etc.. but still ms hon wanted me to change it cos she was afraid that finding substantiation for my thing was going to be difficult or not concrete enough. HAIX.. so yeah i did another one, and it was beautiful... i couldn't concentrate on finding it on thursday night, all because of the stupid pain in my mouth.. getting so bad that at 22:30 i cannot tahan anymore my dad brought me to the 24hr Clinic at our house. He gave me painkillers to subside the pain, but said he couldn't find anything wrong (in his field of medicine) so he told me to visit the dentist >.< But well the painkillers really helped.. it didn't IMMEDIATELLY help, but after half an hour to and hour or so, the pain died down tremendously! HURRAH FOR MEDICINE :) so yeah, though i slept at THREE-THIRTYam (again, bloody*^#@%$#$#%) but i'm happy that i was able to give her a pretty okay piece of work. But my original PI is gonna have a special place in my heart... awww.... hahahahha so so so.. what else ah? Hmmm, ah, i went to the dentist this morning. For those who knows, they're prolly gonna have a huge laugh at me now. Tell you first - i thought i was developing HandFoot&Mouth Disease you know! i mean the symptoms are fever, followed by sores inside the mouth after around 2 days.. and if its really bad, you get rashes on feet and hands etc.. SO IMAGINE MY PARANOIA! i was like, wth wth wth what the hell! everyone thinks it happens only to children, but i checked it happens to adults, very rarely. SO WORRIED SIA. End up, i just had a gum infection at my lower left wisdom tooth. (okay, my upper ones haven't grown out yet) I MEAN SERIOUSLY, NOTHING GREAT about being wise when it gives you sores. AND eh, don't even begin to think i don't take care of my teeth... i'll kena you from here!! ahahah anyways, my wisdom tooth on both sides are overlapped by some gum at the back part of the tooth, so apparently, since its really hard to clean, there was a build-up of undesirables >.< which led me to have a gum infection. Plus, the fact that the both my wisdom teeth isn't properly aligned with the rest of teeth, my upper jaw tends to bite the gums or the cheeks around it. Since the dentist thinks that it may not have fully fully grown out yet, she advices me to give it more time to grow out (its been there forever lah. really meh will grow summore?) so it can push the gums aside and be proper. If not, she advices extracting it. Lol, all that matters to me, is that the pain goes away, my teeth be healthy again, and my dental hygiene is a-ok!


I don't know why so many people fear going to the dentist... I ABSOLUTELY love going! i mean, i love getting all the bad stuff out of the way, and keeping it healthy.. seriously IF i can go dentist even more times then twice a year, i would. (:


Oh, yah, i remembered something. On Friday there was a parents' dialogue session, where the parents are kind of "inducted" to the school. Proud parents of saints... yeah...ehem. hahah, so instead of going home i just waited for dad and went for the session with him. It starts at 6.30 =.="... Whilst waiting, i caught a glimpse of the ruggers training, they usually do so on the astroturf, but today it was on sajc grounds. Astroturf is at sas. OMG lah, they look so freaky. In this cool cool way. They were wearing something on their heads with tubes and stuffs, like omg omg. And their coaches..fuyoh, i'd like to be one of them one day (the coach i mean)...RESPECT sia. Gotta love saints rugby.. I mean, loyalty and all that. It is our school's pride & joy anyways. I really hope that they bring back the title and all that, but like jeg says, its a tough one, for these coming years. Cos acs ib is uber good this year, and next year, saints doesn't have the benefit of the uber pro - the ones since don't know when have been playing rugby. I guess the coaches really really plan out tough trainings, cos of all the newbies. They can't afford to do the progressive trainings, with the little time they've got, so they're WHIPPING them into shape.


Oh, my camera was really good on friday, which meant i had some really good pictures - the lighting, the angles, somehow i managed to produce really pretty ones! i'll post them in a bit.

Oh, well. Pretty long post ah!


Anyways.. I'VE GOT LOADS OF WORK TO DO!! haix. i'm so good, i mean, i'm so much less FANGIRLY, which actually kills me inside, but what to do!!!


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aja aja all!

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