I am so..

down.

I'll reveal one of my secrets:

i cry when i watch, think about romantic love things that had never or will never happen to me.
it may be the sweetest thing, which touches my heart so much, but still it hurts. back to top?

i am in love..

with wang chuan yi aka Kingone Wang.

he is so god damn hot...

right now i'm obsessed with WHY WHY LOVE! on crunchy roll! gahhhh... loving it!

he's so hot!
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I must surely be a very very angry person. I am angry at everyone, at everything. And i know i don't have a right to be angry, but i'm angry at God. Yeah, i sure am. I mean, i know its probably the most unreligious and blasphemous thing to do, but i'm feeling this rage at the world.

Life's unfair. Really unfair. Something that you want, taken away. Wishes, not coming true. Friends, who get the best of you. Life's just unfair.

And right now, i just see no point in it. back to top?

WOW. I'M BACK FROM
my very very long hiatus. Gahh. Yes, i'm actually very very proud to say that....I AM thus a post olevel student.

a lot of things have changed:

-I discovered Facebook
-I got a job interview
-I got an audition :)
-I'm free but dead broke
-I've got more earholes
-my haircolour's changed

Gosh,

Has anyone every been so god damned excited that you can't sleep at night? I just experienced it, its so painful! Gosh, i had like too many butterflies (maybe even moths) in my stomach, i had no proper sleep through this whole night. I mean, not even an hour's full. I blame it on the audition i've got! Well partially. I mean, i kept on imagining the day, what i would say, sing, dance, etc, what i would do, and it got me so excited and nervous at the same time. NOTE. This audition, is 2 WEEKS FROM NOW. Not to mention, some people, couldn't be anymore considerate 0.o Gahh, and i have to go to school in like, a bit, for the whole jc-first-one-month thang, and i feel like a walking zombie. DAMMIT.

oh wells. till next time!

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