School tomorrow, how dull!

I really can't believe that there's school tomorrow. Oh, well, what have i accomplished this weekend??? (i think that by doing this, it'll keep me on my toes)

-did emaths prelim paper, section a
-studied people's resource for ss
-studied other random things
-celebrated my mother's birthday
-got slapped by my brother
-got into a huge fight with my brothers
-Read Deb Caletti's "Honey, baby sweetheart"

which i may add is a really nice book, showcasing the roller-coaster called Love, and heartbreaks that never ever change through the generations, and how to learn and make amends. I give it 3.5 out of 5. Amazon gives it 4 out of 5

-watched "Because I said so" starring Mandy Moore and Diane Keaton.

I recommend it, 1. If you just want a good laugh, and for you to leave watching the movie with a fuzzy feeling in your tummy
2. If you want to put a point across to your mother, ergo watch it with her 3. If you just need a good idiot-proof movie that isn't too taxing on your brain, and you want to watch with your friends

Oh, well i have to say that the reality now kicks in that i DO NOT want to live with my parents till I'm 26 (like my brother adam) OR live with my family per se. So well i know what i have to do. ERGO study hard, and yes it sucks but apparently it starts with OH's. (I have been calling it "OH's" instead of "Os" cos when i say it that way, it sounds more of a sigh, of like exasperation!) Anyhow, I feel that i have to get out, and break free from my family's clutches. I feel sometimes like they're trying to drown me, with what THEY want me to do, to be. I feel weird, like I'm no longer chasing my dream. A long while ago, it used to be MY dream, and mine alone. But somehow they got entangled in this web, and just don't want to leave. Its as though its THEIR dream now. I know, you're supposed to feel like "OH, i want my sibling to reach the skies" etc, but it just doesn't feel like i'm doing it for me, but more so that i don't disappoint them. And what's worse, i feel like just screwing up to spite them.

Am i the only one that feels like this?
is it wrong?
I won't know.
What i do know, is that if i want to make an exeunt, it starts with, OH's.


Oh, the other day, Syafiqah and i found a book, a name book, but instead of telling you what's great about it, it was more of a book about what could go wrong with every name possible.
What we got the most kicks off was this:

I SWEAR, if pamela finds out, either i'll be shot, or syafiqah will.

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