Yesterday was a day filled with all sorts of ups and downs. National Day celebrations in school were alright - had fun, sang songs, as always (: After which Superman, Hearts and I went to lunch at P.S and made our way down to YMCA for my PESA semi-finals. I didn't get through to Finals - the competition was so tight and I was really glad actually that I did join this competition in the end. I met so many talented people, and wonderful people, and of course some people I'd rather not delve too much into. It was a great experience, I should think, and I'm just so blessed. Part of me is so thankful I didn't get into finals - with my MSAs coming and my weird inability to counter my nerves, not getting in is Godsend, cos I need not stress about it anymore. However there's also the tiny part of me who'd love to have made it through - everyone has that competitive streak, no? I'm most thankful to Hearts and Superman for supporting me, couldn't ask for better groupies, and friends (:

Went to Andy's BBQ for 08S26. Oh goodness gracious me, being with them brought back so much memories - the good, the bad, the ugly. It also brought me back to reality, y'know, the painful fact that I won't be able to graduate with them, collect my A's results with them and together shed our tears of joy. I cried so much - tears of joy, tears of longing. I guess to me, I really do believe that my year with S26 was probably the best year I've ever had, and I can say without a doubt that it was truly the best class I had in my years of learning. I really missed them, the jokes, the fun, the stress - everything, good and bad. They were the class that I poured my heart and soul into, and I only wish that the circumstances were different. Eitherway, only the best of luck in everything, S26. You guys can do it, beat the odds, and prove everyone around you wrong. I have only the utmost faith in each and everyone of you(:

Maybe its not fair that I'm not the same person that I was to S26 that I am now to A7. But its really not easy, to go through the process and love them as deeply as I did once. I just wanna support my class now, to not repeat the same mistakes that I did last year. Surely, it's more than enough? back to top?