It's quite simple, I just gotta let go.

Today, we - Me, Red, Adrian, Aunty Anne, A. Frances, A. Shirley, A. Nell and Annie - celebrated PAPA'S birthday! I really really really suddenly miss Adam and Sue bucketloads. I hope he's not frozen in Aussie and that she's fine in Norway. Bah.

Family drives my thoughts mad and all over the place sometimes. When I think about things, I wanna scream inside. But I look at all the smiling faces, and I wanna cry. But then. I remember all the beautiful things, and I smile.

My gosh, my daddy's so old now. I just hope he'll grow super old. The other day I asked him a question, just out of plain curiosity. "Pa, when you're super old and we all grow up, who you wanna live with? Like honestly, and don't worry about being fair" He said.. "Hmm, I think I would want to live with you!". I was really really touched but I knew there was a catch; "SO YOU CAN IRRITATE ME FOREVER RIGHT!" and we both laughing on and on and on and on! But in all honesty, I love my dad buckets, and wish him good health (:


Anyways, I scarfed down A LOT OF FOOD today. Lol, got the free food syndrome from Sak! But well, it was yummy and all.


I've been around a lot of sadness, emoness, and stuff, and I think I'm gonnna burst.

I'm just saying.. back to top?