Wow.

okay, its been way too long since i've blogged.
I can start by saying that my holidays weren't the most glamourous or ANYTHING of that sort. I mean the main thing i did was WAIT. And i can say that its quite annoying, I mean my whole hols is at a halt cos like i have to wait for something. SHEESH, but oh well, that is the part and parcel of life right?

So updates!

- HADY MIRZA (or his actual name mirzahady) won ASIAN idol. As per usual i have loads of theories why he won, but for now, i shall just settle with the commercial star value he has amongst his fans.

- I have gotten over HIM!!!

thats the main thing rocking my boat right now.. and also some other stuff i'm leaving left unsaid(:

I've been out so much, with ymers and class and all.... Life is so funny. I mean spending time with friends and all, makes you learn so much about them, and so much values in life. Its just too queer, and i think we should all consisitently be prepared for the unexpected.

I had also went to escape with Hani, Siti, Lukman and Fariz. It was a ball of fun and i thoroughly enjoyed myself. But then i did go to escape 3 days in a row, and we all know escape can be exhausted in like 3hours. I guess it was the company i enjoy most. Lukman, for instance is a breath of fresh air. I mean yeah, he is still like any other guy, but you know, he kind of defied most of my stereotypes of ACSian boys. Haha... Not to mention the fact that he is a year younger than me, but behaving several years older makes him highly enjoyable to be around. And fariz. wow. hahah. I know i've had my doubts of him, being and ACSian too, but also appearing all emo and all... But wow, the things you learn about a person, just make you realise how smart the person who told us never to judge a book by its cover.

Lol. More about boys though. I remember saying right after the end of Bio mcq Olevels that "yay, i can finally have a boyfriend". Don't misjudge me, i mean i said that only because my mother used to make BOYS such a big NO NO, and that i have o'levels so that is the last distraction i need. (Aren't our mothers all the same!?) But besides that, my progress has been zilch. The logical and rational part of me knows that i don't need a guy, nor do i really want one too. I'm probably more attracted to the idea of a guy than the actual existence of a guy. Hahah. Oh well, still it wouldn't hurt, will it?


Lol, i leave now my lovelies, for a good night sleep i so need!
Adios! Adieu!

notes to self:- Don't go to malaysia if you're horny
- I really don't need a guy yet
- There's a lot of movies i have to watch
- Check for lumps, right?



gutenacht.

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